Monday, February 06, 2006
i think im growing OLDD . i walk slower , i eat slower , and i sleep more . sometimes i just SIT there doing nothing . depression ? nahh . dont think so . more probably mood swings , i wonder why .
went to jessica's house todae . interviewed her grandpa fer chinese proj . so funny , we made him stand at the window and look SAADDD . he's supposed to look like his thinking about the past , then we can put that pic on the powerpoint and play all those old songs like yue liang dai biao wo de xin or something . teacher may add marks , you never know . x)
personal recount due on thurs . i think im not writing a compo , im writing a frigging BIOGRAPHY . i wrote too much larhs , like around 600 words JUST about this guy named KOPI , how he's inner-most complex feelings was . the compo's supposed to be about a Chinese immigrant journey's to America , 300 words . i havent even started on how he got on the BOAT , and i've already taken up 600 . pishh , i think i wrote a whole lot of crap . i almost CRIED , i mean literally , when teacher said that it was only a draft , and after peer editing we would have to rewrite the whole damn thing . please , i have only 2 hands , out of which only 1 can write legibly , and you want me to rewrite !! then teacher adds that we can type it out , and my hands started dancing fer joy . not hands , my nerves .
i think mood swing coming back . oh wait , think it's depression knocking on the door now .
hais . well , like shir said , he wasnt and isnt special , i made him special . hais . someone , DROWN ME . oh wait , me and chel agreed that we should stab each other and die , so like the saying goes , wo men suay (?!) ran bu neng tong nian (actually not true , we're both 92s) tong yue tong re sheng , ke shi wo men neng tong nian tong yue tong ri si . HAHA .
so cool ! so lame ! whatever . PISHH . i think i should murderize the guy who wrote this part in the script . its seriously making me laugh my shit out . not literally of course . eew , that'll be like so sick . imagine this person laughing and laughing , happily , or so you thought . then you slowly see something moving at his/her ass , and a smell starts polluting the air and goes right up your nostrils . TA-DA , person jus laughed his shit out . EEW , SICK .
yes , i am currently very bored now , that's why im blogging so much . i'm also trying to NOT remember i still have homework , and my Stories of Asia to read . oh wait , i can't read it , cos I CANT FIND IT . save me , please . commit Euthanasia on me , for all i care , i wont even charge it to you as murder . oh wait , im jus kidding , i don't wanna die so young . oh yay ! i see depression walking out of the door .
if you cant get the part about depression walking in and out , try reading this book by Marian Keyes , called WATERMELON . i just started reading it , and its CUTE ! and funny . its about this woman who just gave birth to her first kid , and her bastardy husband left her for a OLDER woman , and shes currently having depression jus by thinking how her HOT husband could be having rapid sex with that woman now . its nice okay ! trust me , read it . x)
i have to go now , going to pris house for lou hei .
7:26 PM
music is my life
